momma, do you remember when we went to austin for my state board exams,oh my gosh that was a time that we were just aloud to be us ~crazy~together i had never laughed so hard in all my life.you and your crazy jokes and comments just kept me laughing the whole trip.i will never forget that time we spent together just you & me and when i thought that i had failed and you told me to go back in there and finish because i had come to far to quit.you gave me the inspiration to go back and complete my test and then i remember telling you that i wanted to leave austin as fast as i can.because they were so rude to us students.and then i remember all the times you were there for me when i needed encouragment to through a trial or tribulation that i was going through you always told me that i could do what ever it was that i put my mind to.i have left potter house because i just could not do it anymore.the stress and my back pain was taking a toll on me.virgil says he sees a difference i don't look or feel as stressed as i was.people just don't know how hard it was to walk those halls that we walked together around every corner i saw you.i still feel your presence and i still talk to you and dream of you and i am at peace knowing that everyday i live the closer i get to being able to see you,Sarah,charles and oh yes my dear sweet baby that left too soon.momma i know that you know my baby and you know the sex of my baby and i know that when i get where i'm going i will see all you soon i long to come home when this life is over because momma you showed me who God was and is and i long to see his face and him to hold me and tell me that he forgave me when i did't even forgive myself.because he is God almighty and there is nothing that he can't do. love you momma your daughter genie:) ~i thank God that you were my mother assigned to me by God himself i could not have asked for a better one~